{"id":197732,"date":"2025-10-24T12:15:52","date_gmt":"2025-10-24T16:15:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cyberlego.com\/web\/2025\/10\/24\/brandi-carlile-confronted-her-aversion-to-aloneness-to-make-the-album-shes-always-wanted-to\/"},"modified":"2025-10-24T12:15:52","modified_gmt":"2025-10-24T16:15:52","slug":"brandi-carlile-confronted-her-aversion-to-aloneness-to-make-the-album-shes-always-wanted-to","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cyberlego.com\/web\/2025\/10\/24\/brandi-carlile-confronted-her-aversion-to-aloneness-to-make-the-album-shes-always-wanted-to\/","title":{"rendered":"Brandi Carlile Confronted Her \u2018Aversion to Aloneness\u2019 to Make the Album She\u2019s Always Wanted\u00a0To"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!-- no image --><\/p>\n<div><!-- do not apply CSS styles to this element! --><\/p>\n<div class=\"pmc-paywall\">\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\t<a href=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/artist\/brandi-carlile\/\">Brandi Carlile<\/a> thinks she might have an problem with co-dependency. <\/p>\n<div class=\"injected-related-story \/\/ lrv-u-display-inline-block lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-margin-t-2 u-margin-t-26@mobile-max u-margin-b-0.875@mobile-max u-margin-b-150@tablet u-border-t-12 lrv-u-padding-t-025 u-padding-b-1.313 lrv-u-padding-b-125@mobile-max lrv-u-border-color-black\">\n<div class=\"\">\n<h3 id=\"title-of-a-story\" class=\"c-title  lrv-a-unstyle-link lrv-u-whitespace-nowrap u-font-weight-700 lrv-u-display-inline-block u-line-height-18px a-font-accent u-letter-spacing-0225 u-font-size-16 lrv-u-color-black lrv-u-text-transform-uppercase u-article-badge-underline a-article-esp u-display-inline-flex lrv-u-margin-b-1@mobile-max u-margin-b-9@tablet\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tRelated\t\t<\/p>\n<\/h3><\/div>\n<div class=\"injected-related-story-wrapper lrv-u-flex lrv-u-justify-content-space-between lrv-u-padding-tb-050@desktop a-children-border-vertical a-children-border--grey a-children-border-width-050\">\n<div class=\"o-card \">\n<p>\t\t\t<a tabindex=\"0\" href=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/music\/rock\/elton-john-brandi-carlile-who-believes-in-angels-new-album-1235937062\/\" class=\"lrv-u-color-black:hover lrv-u-flex u-flex-direction-column@desktop\"><\/p>\n<div class=\"c-lazy-image  lrv-u-margin-b-075 lrv-u-margin-b-00@mobile-max u-width-130px@mobile-max\">\n<div class=\"a-crop-6x4 a-crop-3x2@mobile-max\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" class=\"c-lazy-image__img lrv-u-background-color-grey-lightest lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-display-block lrv-u-height-auto\" src=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/music\/rock\/brandi-carlile-returning-to-myself-elton-john-joni-mitchell-1236095583\/\" data-lazy-src=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Elton-John-and-Brandi-Carlile-cr-Peggy-Sirota-press-2025-billboard-1548.jpg?w=237&amp;h=147&amp;crop=1\" alt=\"Elton John and Brandi Carlile\" data-lazy-srcset=\"\" data-lazy-sizes=\"auto\" height=\"\" width=\"\"><\/p><\/div>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<div class=\"o-card__content \">\n<p><span class=\"c-span  lrv-u-whitespace-nowrap\"><\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"o_category \">\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n<div class=\"c_title \">\n<h3 id=\"title-of-a-story\" class=\"c-title  a-font-basic-fancy u-font-size-15 u-font-size-15.5@mobile-max u-line-height-22px u-padding-r-0.188@desktop u-word-spacing-0013 u-line-height-22.5px@mobile-max a-truncate-ellipsis-4line@mobile-max a-truncate-ellipsis-3line\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tElton John on Working With Brandi Carlile on New Album: \u2018She Was Capable of Pushing Me, I\u2019m Capable of Pushing\u00a0Her\u2019\t\t<\/p>\n<\/h3><\/div>\n<p><time class=\"c-timestamp  \" datetime=\"00:00-YY-DD-MM\"><\/p>\n<p><\/time><\/p><\/div>\n<p>\t\t<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"o-card \">\n<p>\t\t\t<a tabindex=\"0\" href=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/music\/music-news\/brandi-carlile-returning-to-myself-album-1236058094\/\" class=\"lrv-u-color-black:hover lrv-u-flex u-flex-direction-column@desktop\"><\/p>\n<div class=\"c-lazy-image  lrv-u-margin-b-075 lrv-u-margin-b-00@mobile-max u-width-130px@mobile-max\">\n<div class=\"a-crop-6x4 a-crop-3x2@mobile-max\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" class=\"c-lazy-image__img lrv-u-background-color-grey-lightest lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-display-block lrv-u-height-auto\" src=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/music\/rock\/brandi-carlile-returning-to-myself-elton-john-joni-mitchell-1236095583\/\" data-lazy-src=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Brandi-Carlile-2025_Credit-Collier-Schorr-billboard-1800.jpg?w=237&amp;h=147&amp;crop=1\" alt=\"Brandi Carlile\" data-lazy-srcset=\"\" data-lazy-sizes=\"auto\" height=\"\" width=\"\"><\/p><\/div>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<div class=\"o-card__content \">\n<p><span class=\"c-span  lrv-u-whitespace-nowrap\"><\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"o_category \">\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n<div class=\"c_title \">\n<h3 id=\"title-of-a-story\" class=\"c-title  a-font-basic-fancy u-font-size-15 u-font-size-15.5@mobile-max u-line-height-22px u-padding-r-0.188@desktop u-word-spacing-0013 u-line-height-22.5px@mobile-max a-truncate-ellipsis-4line@mobile-max a-truncate-ellipsis-3line\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tBrandi Carlile Is Coming Back to Her Solo Career With New Album \u2018Returning to\u00a0Myself\u2019\t\t<\/p>\n<\/h3><\/div>\n<p><time class=\"c-timestamp  \" datetime=\"00:00-YY-DD-MM\"><\/p>\n<p><\/time><\/p><\/div>\n<p>\t\t<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"o-card \">\n<p>\t\t\t<a tabindex=\"0\" href=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/music\/awards\/grammys-2026-best-traditional-pop-vocal-album-handicapping-1236082346\/\" class=\"lrv-u-color-black:hover lrv-u-flex u-flex-direction-column@desktop\"><\/p>\n<div class=\"c-lazy-image  lrv-u-margin-b-075 lrv-u-margin-b-00@mobile-max u-width-130px@mobile-max\">\n<div class=\"a-crop-6x4 a-crop-3x2@mobile-max\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" class=\"c-lazy-image__img lrv-u-background-color-grey-lightest lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-display-block lrv-u-height-auto\" src=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/music\/rock\/brandi-carlile-returning-to-myself-elton-john-joni-mitchell-1236095583\/\" data-lazy-src=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Elton-John-and-Brandi-Carlile-cr-Peggy-Sirota-press-2025-billboard-1548.jpg?w=237&amp;h=147&amp;crop=1\" alt=\"Elton John and Brandi Carlile\" data-lazy-srcset=\"\" data-lazy-sizes=\"auto\" height=\"\" width=\"\"><\/p><\/div>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<div class=\"o-card__content \">\n<p><span class=\"c-span  lrv-u-whitespace-nowrap\"><\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"o_category \">\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n<div class=\"c_title \">\n<h3 id=\"title-of-a-story\" class=\"c-title  a-font-basic-fancy u-font-size-15 u-font-size-15.5@mobile-max u-line-height-22px u-padding-r-0.188@desktop u-word-spacing-0013 u-line-height-22.5px@mobile-max a-truncate-ellipsis-4line@mobile-max a-truncate-ellipsis-3line\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tElton &amp; Brandi, Laufey, Gaga, Barbra: Inside the Surprisingly Hot Grammy Race for Best Traditional Pop Vocal\u00a0Album\t\t<\/p>\n<\/h3><\/div>\n<p><time class=\"c-timestamp  \" datetime=\"00:00-YY-DD-MM\"><\/p>\n<p><\/time><\/p><\/div>\n<p>\t\t<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tShe may well be the most decorated Americana artist in recent memory; she\u2019s won 11 Grammys over the course of the last six years (among a whopping 26 career nominations) alongside a pair of Children\u2019s and Family Emmy Awards and an Oscar nomination. She routinely sells out arenas and has been heralded by many as a <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.out.com\/music\/2021\/5\/27\/11-brandi-carlile-performances-never-fail-give-us-chills#rebelltitem1\" target=\"_blank\">singular<\/a> <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.grammy.com\/news\/brandi-carlile-in-these-silent-days-2023-grammys-nominations-discography-albums-the-joke-story-right-on-time-mother-evolution-highwomen\" target=\"_blank\">live<\/a> <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/watch\/?v=691189573362572\" target=\"_blank\">performer<\/a>. She\u2019s even sent four of her eight albums to the top ten of the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/charts\/billboard-200\/\">Billboard 200<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tBut even still, the 44-year-old singer-songwriter says that she\u2019s long felt a sense of \u201cinadequecy\u201d when it comes to both her everyday life and her career, thanks to what she deems a reliance on the companionship of others. It\u2019s not hard to see why she might feel that way \u2014 Carlile is one of the most sought-after collaborators, with featured appearances on songs from modern pop stars like <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=9k3ia6ezQtQ\" target=\"_blank\">Miley Cyrus<\/a> and <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Ll_QeA-1LZM\" target=\"_blank\">Sam Smith<\/a>, to musical legends like <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=i69w56ulpLA\" target=\"_blank\">Elton John<\/a> and <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=oVeFgt8Z13g\" target=\"_blank\">Joni Mitchell<\/a>. <\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\t\u201cThat\u2019s kind of permeated my personality since I was a little girl. I don\u2019t want to spend the night with myself, I don\u2019t want to go have a meal with myself, I would never watch a movie by myself,\u201d she tells <em>Billboard<\/em> on a video call. \u201cMy aversion to aloneness makes me feel a bit unevolved. Is my tendency to be with, to be in service to, to walk with other people really me being unevolved? Or is it just who I am? I guess I\u2019m still pulling it apart.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tThose thorny questions rest at the center of Carlile\u2019s remarkable eighth solo studio album, <em><a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/brandicarlile.lnk.to\/ReturningToMyself\" target=\"_blank\">Returning to Myself<\/a> <\/em>(out today via Interscope Records\/Lost Highway). Written and produced alongside pop-rock maestro Andrew Watt with additional work from The National\u2019s Aaron Dessner and Bon Iver\u2019s Justin Vernon, the album tracks Carlile\u2019s own untangling of deeply personal insecurities around ego, legacy, politics and independence. A mid-life crisis has never sounded quite this poetic. <\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"embed-youtube\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Brandi Carlile - Returning To Myself (Official Video)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/F9wFhEtjU_g?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/figure>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tThe artist says that her new album was born, oddly, from her lack of desire to get back to creating solo albums. \u201cPart of me really didn\u2019t want to do it. Part of me wanted to just go back to being knee-to-knee with all my collaborators and writers and producers and friends,\u201d she says. \u201cIt\u2019s incredibly affirming when the people that you idolized growing up are looking at you going, \u2018You\u2019re really good, you\u2019re very, very good.\u2019 And that could be an addiction in and of itself \u2014 you can very easily just live in that affirmation and never take another risk.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tThose idols include John, who Carlile released an entire duets album with earlier this year, <em>Who Believes In Angels?<\/em> Carlile recalls being 11 years old living in Washington state, where \u201cthere wasn\u2019t an inch of my bedroom wall that didn\u2019t have an Elton John poster on it,\u201d citing her \u201cprofound\u201d love for John and his music.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tThen there\u2019s Mitchell, who Carlile famously brought out for her first live performance in decades at the 2022 Newport Folk Festival before going on to organize a series star-studded \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/lists\/joni-mitchell-joni-jam-concert-gorge-amphitheater-best-moments\/\">Joni Jam<\/a>\u201d concerts to reintroduce the world to one of the most influential musicians of the last century. Tanya Tucker is another decorated performer who Carlile re-centered the spotlight on after decades away, by producing her lauded 2019 album <em>While I\u2019m Livin\u2019<\/em> and co-starring in her 2022 documentary <em>The Return of Tanya Tucker<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tThe through-line between every collaboration with one of her \u201csuperheroes,\u201d Carlile notes, is the presence of a cause for her to take up. \u201cTanya was not getting her flowers \u2014 she was getting a stigma that she certainly didn\u2019t deserve. With Joni, she had her flowers, but she didn\u2019t know it,\u201d she says. \u201cEven for smaller artists, like Brandy Clark, she wasn\u2019t being seen for the genius she is in country music \u2026 there was always some cause, and then that cause has to intersect with musical undeniability. And in that case, you know, these people are an embarrassment of riches.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tBut when beginning her work on <em>Returning to Myself<\/em>, Carlile wasn\u2019t finding a cause. She had reached the proverbial mountaintop of her professional career, and was now left to try and find some new cliff face to ascend. She remembers one particularly hard songwriting session, where she, Watt and her band were sitting in an expensive studio space creating melodically fascinating passages, and she couldn\u2019t find any words to put to them. <\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"embed-youtube\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Brandi Carlile - A War With Time (Official Lyric Video)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/gwRMMJEGPp4?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/figure>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\t\u201cI was just in there watching money fly out the window, because I just couldn\u2019t make the songs happen,\u201d she says, grabbing fistfuls of her coiffed blonde hair as she recalls the stressful day. \u201cI kept going to this little office space at the back of the studio and basically hiding from everyone. It was so destabilizing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tIn that office, Carlile noticed a purple Rhodes piano \u2014 \u201cI think it was just there as decoration,\u201d she offers \u2014 and sat down at it. She pulled up a poem on her phone that she had written weeks prior about wisdom and age, started putting a simple melody to it, and within 15 minutes had constructed the emotionally complicated track \u201cA Woman Oversees.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tWriting lyrics separately from the music composition proved to be uncharted territory for Carlile \u2014 throughout her two decade career, Carlile routinely wrote her music and lyrics in concert with one another. In establishing a new precedent for the album, the singer-songwriter found that she was starting to deconstruct her own ideas about how music gets made. <\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\t\u201cIf there\u2019s anywhere that I\u2019m on thin ice with my ego, it\u2019s trying to work in musical complexity where it isn\u2019t needed. But when you have the words first and you\u2019re now suddenly in the studio, the music has to be natural. It can\u2019t be overthought, it can\u2019t be intentionally complex,\u201d she says. \u201cI did a lot less in terms of the musical math on this album than I ever have before. I was really open to two-chord soundscapes, and I have to say, I\u2019m finding it really emotionally fulfilling.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tCarlile is just as quick to credit Watt and Dessner\u2019s work with her on the album for its sonic cohesion, noting that while the two had never worked together before, their collaboration on this album helped make it what it was. \u201cI kind of <em>Parent Trap<\/em>\u2018d them,\u201d she jokes. \u201cI\u2019m kind of culty, to the point where I\u2019m like, \u2018No, I need everyone to love each other and know each other! Will you guys come together on every song and show up in the studio and please be friends? Will you guys be friends for me?\u2019 And they f\u2013king did, man. It was amazing.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tWhen talking about <em>Returning to Myself<\/em>, Carlile keeps coming back to one other album in particular: <em>Wrecking Ball<\/em>, the 1995 magnum opus from Americana star Emmylou Harris. The projects may differ in tone and genre, but Carlile instead points to <em>Wrecking Ball<\/em>\u2018s larger cultural footprint as her true inspiration.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\t\u201cShe was trying to own the narrative and have some agency over who people believed Emmylou Harris was. The way that she asserted her Emmylou Harris-ness was to do something so unexpected sonically that it challenged the psyches and the ears of Americana listeners,\u201d Carlile recalls. \u201cThat\u2019s the ethos that really resonated with me. It wasn\u2019t like I took a swing for that level of genius or refinement. It was more like I wanted to feel the same way.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tOne of the most unexpected sonic turns Carlile makes on her new album arrives with its sixth track, the surging rock anthem \u201cChurch &amp; State.\u201d Amidst an album of plaintive, introspective folk songs, \u201cChurch &amp; State\u201d roars with rebellion and electrifying anger, as Carlile rails against the political powers that have tried to decide the future for her and her community. <\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tThe song was written largely on the night of the 2024 election, when Donald Trump won a second term in office. Carlile recalls the rage she felt as she watched the results come in. \u201cI just saw my marriage hanging in the balance. Everything that my kids depend on in terms of feeling, and living within the legitimacy of our family, and how we walk through the world together,\u201d she said. \u201cI was just so, so angry, and stressed out, and I\u2019m in need of some catharsis.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<div class=\"embed-youtube\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Brandi Carlile - Church &amp; State (Live From Red Rocks)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/5aiKXbJxjes?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/figure>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tShe remembered a riff that one of her oldest friends and collaborators Tim Hanseroth had sent to her months prior. The two had joked about a time when Billie Jean King had once told Carlile, \u201c\u2018We Are the Champions\u2019 is too f\u2013king slow, somebody needs to write a sports anthem that\u2019s actually up tempo,\u201d and Hanseroth made good on that promise with a pounding bassline that became the heartbeat of the song. \u201cWriting that song was like I was running a mile; it just was coming out of me,\u201d Carlile says.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tThe lyrics that came pouring forth concerned the \u201cfrailty\u201d of right-wing politicians, reminding them that when their day comes, this will be how they\u2019re remembered. She puts it much more succinctly in our conversation: \u201cTime waits for no one, and no one stays a strongman forever,\u201d she says with a smirk. <\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tAs they began to put the track together in a studio, Carlile pitched an odd idea to Watt, Dessner and her band. What if, instead of a guitar solo on the bridge, she simply performed a spoken-word rendition of an <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/www.loc.gov\/loc\/lcib\/9806\/danpre.html\" target=\"_blank\">1802 letter<\/a> written by then-President Thomas Jefferson to the Danbury Baptists Association? The choice may seem strange, but Carlile points to the famous missive for creating the oft-cited \u201cwall of separation between church and state\u201d that is fundamental to the functioning of American democracy. <\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\t\u201cI think it might be the one of the most important pieces of text that has ever been introduced into the American political system. It is so timelessly wise, and it should offend no one \u2014 yet I know it will offend many,\u201d Carlile says, before staring directly into her camera. \u201cAnd if you\u2019re offended by it, you are the problem. Period.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tCarlile knows there will even be some in her own fanbase who would prefer that she not speak out on political topics. But she says she cannot afford to stay quiet, especially when her existence is at-issue in the current administration. \u201cWe have no choice but to wake up and be political every day because we\u2019re women and we\u2019re gay and this is how we now have to live our lives in this country,\u201d she says, exasperation punctuating each word. \u201cThere can be no \u2018shut up and sing\u2019 as an option for me, that\u2019s just not possible.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tEven with its sonic left-turn, \u201cChurch &amp; State\u201d still finds itself fitting into the rest of <em>Returning to Myself,<\/em> as it finds Carlile re-examining and reaffirming her own relationship to religion and politics, the same way she re-examines her relationship to age on the emotionally bare \u201cHuman,\u201d or reaffirms her marriage on the loving ballad \u201cAnniversary.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tBut there\u2019s still the question of her \u201ccause\u201d for <em>Returning to Myself<\/em> \u2014 for an artist who has moved forward with a clear sense of purpose on each one of her projects, collaborations and performances,  what principle guided Carlile through this latest phase of her career?<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tA pregnant pause forms as Carlile considers her answer. \u201cI dropped out of school at 16, and I moved away from home at 17, I immediately had to work in order to survive. I had no skills and no driver\u2019s license, and all I could do to make a living and pay for my rent was find places that would let me sing live,\u201d she says, her brow furrowing as she thinks back to her earliest performing days. \u201cAs long as I can remember, I have had to make music my job.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-margin-lr-auto  lrv-a-font-body-m   \">\n\tShe smiles as she corrects herself. \u201cThere was a time, though, when I was a teenager and I could just sit on my bed and cry and just feel this magnetic draw into the magic of music. I hadn\u2019t felt that feeling for a long, long time, and I could barely remember what it even was,\u201d she says. \u201cI needed to go back to that bedroom before the hustle and figure out what I loved about this. What can I unlearn about song structure? Can I become innocent about this again? So my next steps are going to be to find and stay in that innocence for as long as I possibly can.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/ubpass.co\/billboard\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\"><br \/>\n  <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.imgur.com\/2HpFicp.png\" alt=\"Billboard VIP Pass\" style=\"max-width: 100%;height: auto\"><br \/>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.billboard.com\/music\/rock\/brandi-carlile-returning-to-myself-elton-john-joni-mitchell-1236095583\/\">Aller \u00e0 la source<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Brandi Carlile thinks she might have an problem with co-dependency. 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